characters: nemo (online chess streamer), jhatin(my real life college friend) and an unknown guy dream occured to me in the earlymorning First I was at her house had she invited me I reached and she said we should go out, (there was some kind of sexual joke the to which she also played with us) jhatin was also there and said but you need to come home in order to do main thing, then she said don't worry we will come back again. than we were standing in some place and she asked me directly that we should be together, than we started walking, then I asked her about our relationship she said I want us to be together if there is no cheating takes place (and I was thinking cheating is the main reason of breaking a relationship but I didn't said that) i nodded and then repeated her sentence with my understanding that, so you want our relationship to last as long if we don't cheat or break each others heart, she agreed. then we were holding each other's hands and going and walking (as I felt that touch and love that I needed my heart started inflating with the joy that I had experienced before but it occurs rarely and this time was not like others it was not like an I felt for a particular moment, it was like I will feel this as the time passes, I was thinking about us hugging and cuddling) that feeling was so overwellming, like i was craving for it from a long time, it broke my dream and wakeup, but i wanted to feel that again so i slept again. In the next visual, there were several people including me and her in the room where there was a small girl who was dancing and we were copying her moves (it felt like the way I was dancing I was craving her attention or else I was already feeling like she is observing me and she is a bit impressed however in real life I am a shitty dancer) after that was over, we were sitting at the last bench of the room near the back door, jatin was also there at distance lying of another bench but close enough to listen us, there was another person there whom i didn't know and seen (maybe he was her friend), then she started telling me the problem she is having with me that I don't give her the freedom she needs, I am very demanding of her than her ex boyfriend something like this in a very vague language that I bearly understood at that time but that other guy did, them he made some comments on us or on me not sure, then cutting to his sentence and ignoring him I said to Nemo that I would like to solve this out would you pls explain more about this, and then she said this is least possible way I can say it you, if you can't understand it ..., I cut her sentence and said I am genuinely asking this to know the problem better, as I am listening this about myself for first time in my life, then this guy asked do you really want to be with her, then jhatin (made a pedophile joke on me) said ask him if he(I) knows her age.......she is 18 bro, then I made him shut, {my sleep or dream again broke here, maybe because of shok or it was just time to wake up, but i again slept as you don't get in relationship that easily in real life} then she started saying like you should be grateful that you are with a kashmiri girl, go on internet and see how many people and dying to be with one, (i had lot to say on what she just said as I got really mad or frustrated for her saying that shit) but I kept calm and then we sat down there, (I was thinking is she making this all up to get our relationship to an end) we were sitting very closely to each other I and Nemo on front of each other, i was facing the back door opening, she had her back on that door opening, our legs were touching each other, then outside group of people were passing through that door they were seeing us as we were sitting this close, but we kept sitting that way, facing the other opposite directions and even sometimes looking down but we sat there as still with our legs touching each other.
Dreams can often reflect our subconscious thoughts, feelings, and experiences. Based on the details you've provided, here are some potential interpretations of your dream:
Desire for Connection: The recurring theme of intimacy and desire for a relationship in your dream may suggest that you are feeling a longing for emotional connection or companionship in your waking life. The moments when you're holding hands and feeling joy could symbolize a deep yearning for love, affection, and a meaningful relationship.
Concerns About Relationships: The dialogue about cheating and understanding boundaries could indicate your own anxieties about trust and fidelity in relationships. You might be processing previous experiences or concerns about maintaining a healthy relationship and what it entails.
Self-Reflection: The discussions and differing perceptions related to freedom and expectations in relationships suggest you are reflecting on your own behavior and what you desire in a partner. This aspect of the dream may highlight a need for open communication and understanding in your relationships.
Social Dynamics and Self-Image: The presence of friends and comments made, like those from Jhatin, could reflect your concerns about how others perceive you or your relationships. The mention of age and other comments may signify insecurities or societal pressures that you feel from your peer group.
Balancing Desires and Reality: The juxtaposition of your feelings of joy and the distress from conversations about the relationship suggests you're navigating your desires against the reality of your current situation. This complexity is common in dream states where our subconscious is sorting through conflicting emotions.
Cultural Influences: The references to cultural background (like being with a Kashmiri girl) might indicate an awareness of societal expectations or prejudices that could be weighing on your mind. It could symbolize a need for cultural acknowledgment in relationships or self-worth related to your background.
Fear of Rejection: The end of the dream where you felt frustration and anger could reflect fears of rejection or invalidation. These feelings may be connected to real-life interactions regarding your desires for connection, or possibly anxiety about how your feelings will be received.
Ultimately, the meaning of your dream can depend on your personal context and experiences. Reflecting on the emotions you felt during the dream and how they relate to your waking life can provide further insights into what your subconscious may be communicating to you.